Forgot Control
Music & Lyrics by Adam Pfeffer

Some people lose control
But that's not quite my style
I don't lose control
I just forget it for a while

Forget my age, forget to say Thank You
Forget my own damn name
But when you find you're always living in chaotic fear
It all just sounds the same

Won't you tell me where I'm going
Please take the wheel and steer
Because do-we-a-l-a-di-did-do do-we-a-l-a-di-did-do
Is all I sometimes hear

Please take control of my soul
Or I'll be home alone
I'm feeling controversial
So please watch me while I'm stoned

I've forgotten what it's like to like and be liked
Like forgetting my control
It's been so long since I've been stable
I've misplaced my fucking soul

I've forgotten why I'm hear
I've forgotten what to do
I have to keep talking continuously
Before I forget what I'm saying to you

I had control
I had it in my pocket
I had control
Got stoned and then forgot it

I know I didn't lose it
Just can't remember where it is
Now my brain drips out my ears
And all I hear is this

Listen close, listen to the notes
Circle circle circle 'round your brain
Do you feel you're living in a healthy space?
Or do you feel insane?

This thing that creeps behind me
Is hunting down my ass
I live so far in the future
I've forgotten all my past

Do you want to know the future?
Well just turn to God and ask
He knows the shit that we all built
Is never gonna last

What key are we in? What key are we in?
The notes all sound the same
Help me! Help me! Help me!
So I have someone to blame

The boy has no rhythm
His time comes and goes as it pleases
Come here, come close, and hug me
So I can give you all my diseases

I've forgotten my control
I must have misplaced it
It's sharp and pointy like a sea urchin
So be careful where you sit

I had control
I had it in my pocket
I had control
Got stoned and then forgot it

I know I didn't lose it
Just can't remember where it is
Now my brain drips out my ears
And all I hear is this